today my head has been all over the place. well to be honest i have been at work most of the day which has made things much easier because i haven't really thought about him. i made a decision last night which should make me much happier. but somehow i just end up torturing myself thinking about him. when in reality he just isnt worth it. i wish i never met him, then i wouldnt be having any problems what-so-ever.
anyway, enough about that. hope to speak again tomorrow :)