Back.

okay so it has been a while since i last updated this thing. im really going to try and update it more often. its just while i was on holiday, i just didnt get round to it. anyway.

some interested things have happened while ive been elsewhere.. started back at college today, really have missed them guys so much!! erm, in all honesty i dont really know what to write now. SHAMLESS IS ON. cya.

Yorkshire.

so I haven't been around for a while, I'm on holiday in Yorkshire :) it's very nice. This is only a quick update I will post a more full bodied one later on in the evening when I have a laptop, not my shifty iPod touch. Hmmm.

Valentines Day.

so woke up today a little later that i should of done. but that really didnt matter because i wasnt doing anything that exciting :/ i had my first driving lesson today and it was shockingly awful! well, it wasnt.. i was. to be honest id rather take a bus everywhere for the rest of my life lol. well i really want to move to London when im a little older and obviously have more dollar, so there i wouldnt really need to drive anywhere lol.

so moving onto the subject of valentines day.

today hasnt really been that bad. mainly because i have just treated it as any other day. i did get quite a few nice text message though from some friends. anyway happy valentines all :) <3

Yorkshire.

so i didnt have to get up so early today. and i didnt. even though i was catching the 12pm train to harrogate. i dont normally mind train journeys, to be honest i quite enjoy them but today was a different story. loads and loads of kids just wanting to scream ARGHHH. it naturally it annoyed the hell out of me.. and probably most of the other passengers around me too. i got so annoyed i literally had to leave the carriage because i thought i was going to smack their heads together. and that wouldnt of been pretty, for them.

Fun and Giggles Part Two.

so i thought i would do a second post tonight, just because i felt like it. but know i dont really know what to say :/

balls.

.. okay been sat here for about 2 minutes now.. and still nothing. some how i dont think i could make it as a writer. dont you agree?

so my evening has been average. watching sex and the city and packing. ergh.

yes im going to yorkshire tomorrow to see my dad. :) i think its going to be fun because im going to be learning to drive for a whole week and im dead excited.. also really nervous. plus because ive cut my hair kind of short.. i think he will be a little mad. :/ and i really dont want to deal with that tomorrow after a whole day of traveling. 3 and a half hours. 2 changes. FML. well at least its not like a 6am train, that would be a killer.

oh and its valentines day on sunday. fun fun fun. this year im valentines scrooge. i hate it.

1. because i dont have a valentines.
2. because im at my fathers.
3. id be actually scared if my father gets a valentines card.

but there is a guy i like at the moment, but of course he doesnt know it yet.. well im sure he does but after the recent events he might have become to hate me. which would be BAD.

anyway its all a long story. and abit too.. graphic to explain on here.

at least sex and the city is cheering me up, sort of. :) but i have to admit this has been one of the worst evenings in a while. maybe its because i havent spoke to him. but a different guy mentioned before. this one is abit more complicated to talk about. and i dont really know how i feel about this one at all.. i like him. but he lives a million miles away, and doesnt care about things. well, most things. he is so random. ergh, if he reads this im going to be embarrassed. but its weird because in a way i hope he does. so then he knows.. without me having to physically telling him.

ah look i dont know what to write for ages, then come out with loads of stuff that many people would not want to hear about.

& ive only been out of college for a few days for the half term holidays and i miss them geeks already, there like my family and i love them.

facebook has also been dull tonight, and full of just pointless stuff.

i think its time i stop talking now. its late and ERGH i have to travel tomorrow. goodnight blogger world. i love you.

Fun and Giggles.

another early start to the day, but fuck me it was amazing. so many fun times and giggles. met up with my friend Gemma. the day just got better and better.

managed to get double cheese burger down before 11. how shameful, but gosh it was yummy and it was just what i needed to start the day. :)

so again, as per usual.. we went to starbucks, its pure love between me and that place. just yum. anyway, met Gemma's sort of guy called Alex.. or baldylocks. yes, he is bald.. sort of lol. he didnt stay around for long, but he did buy me a creme egg. YUM.

yada yada yada. the day went on.

cinema times, we went to see Valentines Day. great i thought.. just what i need when i have no one. but to be honest it was a really good film and i really enjoyed it. made me feel all soppy though after.. and just wanted to grab the nearest cute guy and kiss him. i didnt. but it did make me think about him. that one person. him. hey, im not giving names away here. ;) maybe one day. when ive actually told him myself how i feel :/ yes, men are not my favorite subject at the moment spesh with valentines. ergh. anyway, this is going to be post one of two tonight. fo' sure.

Today.

nothing that eventful happened today that made me want to rush to my laptop and write about it. but i thought, what the hell.. i'l just write about my day of nothing-ness. so last night was interesting, learnt some new things about myself that i never thought i would. its funny how another persons perspective shows how you really are. anyway, today.. today was boring, dull and to be honest i wish i stayed in bed. but no, i went shopping to cheer myself up :) that didnt last long. i walked into clintons and theres it was, staring me in the face, valentines. yep, the one day where everyone shares there love. and yep, the one day where all single people stay indoors and feel sorry for themselves. oh dont worry.. i do it too.

Bob Marley

'Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life you're living?'

Karl.

i dated him.

now i hate him.

oh how things turn out.

:(

Crap Day.

woke up.

snow.

showered.

oh wait, theres still snow.

work.

snow gone. YAY.

work got boring, and horrible.

snowing again.

fml.

home. ill.

blogging. :)

fun day? fuck no.

Bob Marley

"Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality. Wake Up and Live!"

i love this quote. just perfect.

London.

well well well, today was more than interesting. NOT.
right, so getting up at 6am wasn't my idea of fun.. but i thought okay today is the day when all excited college kids go to the tate modern. yes the coach journey was fun, as always. ;) but when we got there.. it was actually shocking. :( i was not impressed. so we spent around 4 hours exploring the tate, only finding one thing i actually liked. a big empty black box. yes. a fucking box. but actually if im honest it was quite funny. so after about 2 hours, we left to find a starbucks. the majourly overpriced coffee heaven. then left for shitty suffolk. art hadnt been on the forefront of my mind that day, and we all know why.. that isnt too great. anyhow. goodnight.