tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40829799207801399922024-03-13T21:05:41.956-07:00me, myself and i.just posting all my shit on here so you can be nosy.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.comBlogger56125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-85356580560562027192010-09-19T09:26:00.000-07:002010-09-19T09:33:08.230-07:00deal or no deal.the last months have been interesting to say the least.. i haven't uploaded a blog for a while because basically i just forgot about it & i really didn't have that much time over the summer. the past month has been filled with work work & more of it. well just a little hello & goodbye.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-33537537640317088622010-06-20T11:20:00.000-07:002010-06-20T11:24:57.172-07:00blah blah :Djust a quick one because i havent written in a while. just out of pure laziness i guess. how shit. having all this time off college really gets you in the lazy mood. lay-ins ftw. as i say this is only a quick one but i will be doing a much fuller blog later on. i just dont have the words at the moment.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-12213950417751273032010-06-11T15:49:00.000-07:002010-06-11T15:50:02.950-07:00just a quick one before i go to sleep.you dont know this, but you mean a lot to me.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-31417556850305989242010-06-11T15:03:00.000-07:002010-06-11T15:11:55.301-07:00its really good to hear your voice say my name, it sounds so sweet.just a little blog for today. erm, where do i start? another day off so i didnt get out of bed to like 12pm. which made me late for the bus because i was meeting gemma at 1. she was annoyed because i missed the bus yesterday too, making her wait.. oops haha. i was feeling really mischievous today and did some funny things it town which made me laugh. so that was that then i had to leave to go to my nan & gdads 50th wedding anniversary which was sweet and it was nice to see everyone. okay.<br /><br /><br />and ive missed big brother two nights in a row now. <br />i love big brother.<br />i can not get into the 'missing it' habit.<br />i will watch. <br />i will!amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-20667070775722252022010-06-10T12:27:00.000-07:002010-06-10T12:43:42.197-07:00well you are the only exception.hmm well, my last few posts have been pretty thin. so this hopefully is going to be a decent amount. fingers crossed. :)<br />so tuesday my college course went to the v&a museum in london. it was an alright trip, but the actual museum was really dull. so me and a few mates went over to the natural/national history museum and i have to say it was a little more exciting than the v&a. but i managed to get a few sketches of some things while at the v&a. so i guess that was the silver lining. dont you find when you go on highschool/college trips like that you have more fun on the journey rather than when youre there. and yes i fell asleep on the way back and yes i did have numerous photos taken of me asleep. i havent seen them, but im sure they were god damn awful haha. im not that fussed in all honesty. so what else has been happening? err.. yesterday was one of those days where i literally stayed in my pj's all day.. hardly ever got out of bed and just relaxed all day. it was lush. as i rarely have those days now.. because of college & working etc. so i guess that was fun. mmm big brother started last night, which in a way im sort of glad and im sort of weirdly upset because i actually really enjoy it.. which i know is really pathetic. but tbh i dont give a shit. the housemates were all chosen live. which i didnt like. and the bunch of people they stuck in there were kinda strange. some very nice looking girls i have to say & i cant forget the guys.. some very nice looking ones too ;) so i guess i will be writing about that quite abit in blogs. what have i done today? i went to town with my friend gemma. we bummed around there for abit.. then we decided to try on some outfits in anne summers.. haha what a laugh we had. so much fun. peace.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-37014920876847347992010-06-09T16:20:00.000-07:002010-06-10T12:27:15.194-07:00i made a point to burn all the photographs.so do you wait, or carry on.. i like him. & there's nothing i can do about it :( really not having the best of days. and this blogs are really thin. shame on me.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-38158362647068941152010-06-09T14:36:00.000-07:002010-06-09T14:38:45.531-07:00i like to listen to music so loud it drowns out my own thoughts.you have no idea how i feel. its like just watching someone having there life and them not knowing how you feel. & seriously its ripping me up inside and i dont know what to do. i know i should write some more, but im really not in the mood. plus desperate housewives is on.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-37045864973013249932010-06-09T02:13:00.000-07:002010-06-09T02:13:01.381-07:00you say i love you boy, but i know you lie.I haven't written I blog in a while. It's funny how you just get out of the habit of doing something. So I really need to get back into the habit. It's nice to just write stuff about you're life knowing that no one is going to read it.. or that you know of.. its kind of a release I guess. Well what's happened since I last wrote a blog? Well I've got a new phone, yes I will miss the blackberry dearly but it was time to move on. So now I have the htc desire, and im in love. It's just pure loveliness. What else? Erm nothing really lol oh how boring my life is lol. Peace.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-57086289028594855432010-05-29T04:19:00.000-07:002010-05-29T04:23:28.391-07:00its been a while - staindcant get this song out of my head.<br /><br /><br /><br />It's been a while <br />Since I could hold my head up high <br />and it's been a while <br />Since I first saw you <br />It's been a while <br />since i could stand on my own two feet again <br />and it's been a while <br />since i could call you <br />But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem <br />the consequences that I've rendered <br />I've stretched myself beyond my means <br /><br />It's been a while <br />since i could say that i wasn't addicted and <br />It's been a while <br />Since I could say I love myself as well and <br />It's been a while <br />Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do <br />It's been a while <br />But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you <br />But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem <br />the consequences that I've rendered <br />I've gone and fucked things up again <br /><br />Why must i feel this way? <br />just make this go away <br />just one more peaceful day <br /><br />Its been awhile <br />Since I could look at myself straight <br />and it's been awhile <br />since i said i'm sorry <br />It's been awhile <br />Since I've seen the way the candles light your face <br />It's been awhile <br />But I can still remember just the way you taste <br />But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem <br />I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father <br />he did the best he could for me <br /><br />It's been a while <br />Since I could hold my head up high <br />and it's been a while since i said i'm sorryamie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-7357886858912477172010-05-24T12:53:00.001-07:002010-05-24T12:54:38.170-07:00i have one extreme headache.so yeah like the title says, i have a really bad headache. so i wont be on here for long. plus i only got like 5 hours sleep last night so that might add to it. okay my head hurts so im going to stop here.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-59719544558252347822010-05-21T03:42:00.000-07:002010-05-21T06:48:22.005-07:00love the soldier, hate the war.sitting in digital art and design i decided to write something on here. mainly because i was bored and i needed something to do. so this is it. today has been a good day so far. im really enjoying digital art & design because it makes you think about colour.<br />whats your favourite colour you ask me? & i will literally punch you in the face. its not because i hate you. its because that is the worst question in the world.<br />nothing really has been happening lately, been pretty boring. mainly just going to college, going to work, seeing friends & killing people on the xbox. yep, thats all that happens in my life at the moment. <br />today gemma got a kiss & a hug off boner boy. i havent spoke about him before, but hes a kid in our college that gets a boner everytime he hugs a girl. oh dear me. <br />im really missing talking to someone at the moment. & i shouldnt because he was really not very nice to me a couple of months back but.. i miss it. i miss him. & i miss our stupid conversations. someone i know has said he is only playing mind games with me, which i know is probably true. but i dont mind. ive leant not to let that stuff get to me anymore. otherwise i would have probably killed myself by now.<br />OMG i go to alton towers next wednesday & i am actually so excited. :D:D:D<br />WOOOO.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-87000153641654799122010-05-20T10:48:00.000-07:002010-05-20T10:51:07.757-07:00life, love & lies.the past few days havent been my best, and i dont really know what has been going on with myself. but hopefully i will snap out of this mood soon. im sure i will. well, i have snapped out of it but you know what i mean. just been a funny few days where i have made arguments with people and said some things i didnt mean. <br />but oh my gosh, im going to alton towers soon, eee im excited :Damie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-33056209501908461002010-05-16T11:20:00.000-07:002010-05-16T11:29:12.278-07:00you had time to waste. i had time to kill.i have now discovered that i cannot concentrate on writing this blog while i have music blaring into my earholes, so out the earphones come. ah thats better.<br />woke up today really really early, and yes i was wide awake. i really couldnt get to sleep no matter how hard i tried. so i just kinda listened to music that i hoped would try and send me to sleep. it didnt. so then i decided to watch a film. WHEYHEY that did the trick. until i nearly overslept to get to work for one. had a pretty weird day at work. it was boringly quiet. i thought i was actually going to fall asleep. it was shit. so yeah thats basically what ive done all day. i hope i have a better day at college tomorrow. otherwise i will kill myself. kidding.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-43434146985243594982010-05-15T14:29:00.001-07:002010-05-15T14:35:58.396-07:00sexbox.i thought i was never going to make it out of bed today. i was actually so tired. and i swear that my bed is so much more comfy in the morning once ive slept in it than the night before. is that weird?<br />i had some really strange dreams while i was sleeping, and i seem to remember every single one of them. which again is strange. i was explain them because they are kinda silly and weird but nevermind.<br />today has been a good day at work, and it went pretty quickly. but today a girl called chloe left, it was a shame because she is absolutely lovely & has been a real help to me while i have been there. anyway life does go on. <br />so got home, played cod. died alot. and killed alot of people. but its been good anyhow.<br />love.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-38551308201579443682010-05-14T05:59:00.000-07:002010-05-14T06:10:42.345-07:00in digital art & design.so im sitting here at this computer. bored. uninspired.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-33398026378134692442010-05-13T13:25:00.000-07:002010-05-13T14:25:17.219-07:00basket case.i woke up today and decided i wanted to watch sweeney todd while eating breakfast. just what i need to watch, throats being slit. yummy. i actually thought it was a really good film. and would watch it again. so then i went to town with my mumma. and always i bought clothes. who doesnt? <br />today was just an average day for me. i really didnt think about much. nothing really entered my head. i was just kind of in a daze, which really isnt like me at all. maybe i was thinking, just thinking too much that i didnt really know what was going on. <br />i had the strangest dream last night & i can remember everything that happened which is strange because that normally never happens. there is only 2 dreams that i can vividly remember from being a child. i used to have this recurring dream when i was little where this man was looking for me. and i used to hide under the bed trying not to be hurd. then i remember seeing his feet. and im still trying not to make a sound. then he left. it was the weirdest thing. because it was the exact same dream over and over again. so yeah that is that. and im not going to explain the dream i had last night, its way too rude haha. its not because it was rude that made it weird, it was the people involved in it. like i would never expect for them to enter my head. <br />that was really my day summed up. <br />a little bit rubbish or what?amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-36186566489383271162010-05-12T02:33:00.000-07:002010-05-14T05:08:38.820-07:00calm down, its not like youre dead.you know that feeling where things just make you smile. like that tmobile dance advert for instance, that advert always seems to bring a smile to my face and gives me that funny feeling in my stomach. i find myself with a tear in my eye and a smile on my face at the same time. only if everyone could come together & treat everyone with a bit of respect. <br />so today i had a day off work (im normally working wednesday), so i was like YEAH. went to town with my friend gemma today. gosh i love that girl. she makes me laugh when im at my lowest. truly joined at the hip. i went to the opticians today because in february i broke my glasses beyond repair.. so anyway i realised that i hadnt been for an eye test since 2008 so yeah i was definitely due a check. & some new glasses for that matter. i also went to the doctors this morning which was just for something pretty minor. eczema to be frank. yeah i know dry skin, lovely. but that really was about it for the day.. didnt really do much else. oh apart from i did some art work, so i was pleased that i actually made the effort to get all my arty stuff out (because there is so much of it) the reason why i sometimes cant be bothered to get it out is cuz there is so much to pack away at the end of it all. suddenly cant think of anything to write. nuff said.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-57643473990532078842010-05-11T11:33:00.000-07:002010-05-11T11:58:39.774-07:00while watching sex and the city.i finally finished the essay today & by lunch time it got handed in. oh i was actually really pleased. another weight off my shoulders. so today was a pretty chilly one. and just one of those average days where nothing goes amazingly right, or wrong. today we had so fill in some form for college today, asking whether we wanted to go into the second year and if we wanted to carry on into university. & this got me thinking about what i wanted to do with my life. of course i said yes to carrying on into the second year, because who wouldnt.. how silly would that be when they are going to read these things. & then i said no, i didnt want to go to university. because i had other career options in mind. i really didnt like highschool even though i got pretty decent grades, had lots of friends and got on well with teachers.. i just didnt like the environment & the pressure that was put on us. not to say college doesnt put pressure, but after all they are only trying to help. but its a different kind of environment. you are treated more like adults obviously, but its just different. so after highschool i just wanted to take this time to relax and think about what i really wanted to do with my life. and then next year start really working hard to get where i want to be. and you may laugh. but my goal is to be in the raf. something ive always thought about doing. and im really going to push myself to do it. some people may think im silly and some people say 'oh but you will change your mind'. my mind hasnt changed in years now. so why suddenly now? exactly. yes i have a job and college and great friends. but its what i want to do. so there is nothing that will hold me back. haha i dont even have the boyfriend trouble, so that makes it easier.<br />so, i dont think we have a government yet. does this mean we can run the country ourselfs.. haha to be honest i think we would do a much better job.<br />peace.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-33142885571152029312010-05-10T10:17:00.000-07:002010-05-10T10:34:17.525-07:00just a quickie.so im in the middle of writing an essay for college. i havent written one for about a year, which was when i was doing my gcse's. i hate them with a passion. i dont really see the point in writing an essay about art. GAH. and the worst thing is.. this essay is only 500 words, not like them 7000 uni ones. i think i would actually die if i had to do one of those :/ i wish writing an essay was as easy as writing a blog. even though i havent done one for a while. BAD. so whats been happening while i havent been here? gordon brown stands down. i dont know whether to be pleased or what.. i dont really care in all fairness. what else? oh yeah im going to alton towers in a couple of weeks. AHHHHHH :D ive been like 3 times before, and yet i still cant wait to get on those rides and poop myself. i just hope noone throws up. that would be dirty. and a complete mess. im just not looking forward to the 3 hour car journey. ipod will definitely needed :) anything else? oh yeah.. why are men so god damn confusing? would someone please answer that question for me because it is playing on my mind. i wont go into detail about what happened but a while back someone wasnt very nice to me, then thinks its acceptable to send me a message over facebook like nothing happened. how? why? i really should be writing this bleeding essay. i think i might watch a film. after the essay of course. <br />someone today got me thinking about karma, which i havent really thought about in great depth before.. but it really has got me thinking. what goes around comes around right? yeah i suppose so, be nice and people will be nice to you. oh i dont know. what about 'does everything happen for a reason?' i think so.. now that i believe. we dont just walk around doing random things. they do happen for a reason. why we meet different people and do different things.. <br />BORED. <br />done.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-25085308194171510422010-05-03T11:34:00.000-07:002010-05-03T11:35:14.058-07:00gahh.i havent blogged for a while now.. really getting out of the habit which is bad! :(amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-56590562947435649192010-04-25T12:54:00.000-07:002010-04-25T12:57:58.751-07:00oh you don't mean nothing at all to me.i havent written here for a while now. well it seems like a while, tbh im really not that sure. <br />so whats been happening? er not much tbh. <br />well excited about next month. off to alton towers baby. been like 3 times before, but who doesnt get excited about going to a place like that ;) its gunna be good. <br />xamie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-83975859529242883162010-04-23T05:28:00.001-07:002010-04-23T05:28:53.942-07:00digital art and design.started a new blog today about the art work im doing at college :) <br />nuff said.<br />safe.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-15814298094656450852010-04-21T13:47:00.000-07:002010-04-21T13:52:13.024-07:00make damn sure.soooooo. <br />infact ive really enjoyed today. had a pretty good day at work. i think ive practically run out of money now though and i dont get paid for another week or so.. this is going to be fun. <br />im feeling quite tired this evening, im not quite sure why. maybe just had a busy day.<br />i havent spoke to him. cant be arsed.<br />erm.. so yeah just a quick one.<br /><br /><br />:D<br />oh yes, and i need to stop watching the hangover. i seem to know every line. but youve gotta love lesie chow. cor. <br />i really need to update my ipod. <br />i really need to tidy my room.<br />(L)amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-23237662281079962592010-04-18T14:15:00.000-07:002010-04-18T14:20:28.867-07:00spot on.today has been a good day :) and it all started with last night.. i had the most amazing phone call with an old friend and really everything came out. it was nice to hear from him. <br />so i thought i would start my 'diet' today, well not really a diet but just do the whole drink loads of water and eat 5 fruit and veg stuff.<br />also went swimming today with gemma, was rather fun :)amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4082979920780139992.post-23857252737786367152010-04-16T12:55:00.000-07:002010-04-16T12:58:06.754-07:00beano plasters.im loving my beano plasters. they are just too cute for words :) <br />going to alton towers next month. BOOM.<br />my cat is still shedding furr everywhere.<br />im really tired atm.<br />i wish things would sort themselves out.<br />this blog is shit.<br />night.amie.http://www.blogger.com/profile/17407855385219361736noreply@blogger.com0